2 weeks of freedom and counting….
Sitting watching TV, completing a crossword or starting a new craft project suddenly takes a whole new twist. No longer does guilt constantly plague my mind, bugging me that there is work to be done, a problem that needs to be solved or a textbook that could be read.
For 3 years I have longed for that freedom of not having to constantly do my degree, but now the prospect of not having to do maths everyday has hit me. This subject that I worked so hard to learn, the focus of my life for at least 5 years, is now deemed redundant within my life, a concept that’s hard to come to terms with.
Having struggled with the degree, I had longed for this day, but faced with it, I suddenly feel incredibly lost. Two weeks in and I miss not only my university lifestyle, but also the subject itself. To put it bluntly; two weeks in and I’m bored as hell.
So what next?